That guy is This guy Side story 2 chapter 6

6.

Perhaps because they had been drinking, Chae Yoo-jeong’s skin temperature felt much hotter than usual. The tongues mixing together were hot, and the waist held by my hands was also hot. It all felt crazy good.

“Yoo-jeong-ah, lift your waist a little, yes?”

Just touching his waist wasn’t enough. When I kissed Chae Yoo-jeong’s chin and asked for him to lift his waist, Chae Yoo-jeong, who was blinking his eyes with a dreamy expression, whimpered and followed through.

I stayed close to Chae Yoo-jeong and pulled up his top. While removing the top over his chest, his fully exposed body was illuminated by the warm light on the nightstand.

My eyes kept falling on his sharply chiseled abs and the curves from his chest down to his waist. I had felt it for a long time, but Chae Yoo-jeong’s body was as pretty as his face.

“Ha…….”

I let out a deep breath rising from within me and lowered my head to rub my lips on the nape of Chae Yoo-jeong’s neck. Chae Yoo-jeong flinched and narrowed his shoulders, feeling tickled by my lips touching his neck.

A strong scent of flowers wafted from the nape of his neck. Biting weakly on the white shoulder in front of me, I quickly rolled his head away.

‘Going all the way now...It’s going to be difficult, right?’

I hadn’t planned on going all the way in the first place and I didn’t prepare at all, so I had no choice. There are no condoms or gel... Above all, it was ambiguous to do more because Chae Yoo-jeong was drunk and he was out of his mind.

But I had no intention of letting this opportunity go by. Even if it’s difficult until the end, wouldn’t it be okay to get to the first step? To be honest, I was already so tired of waiting that I felt greedy.

First, let’s take off our clothes. Following Chae Yoo-jeong, I raised the hem of my clothes to take off my top.

“Gasp…………”

“……!”

A breath filled with moisture was heard. When I looked down in surprise, I saw Chae Yoo-jeong’s eyes with tears streaming down his face.

Ooh, is he crying now? My heart sank and my excited body cooled down in an instant. Chae Yoo-jeong covered his mouth with his hand and blinked his eyes, leaving me with my mouth wide open in embarrassment. His tears, which were hanging on his eyelashes, ran down his cheeks.

“Wait… Yoo-jeong-ah, what’s wrong?”

Only then did I come to my senses and hurriedly wiped away Chae Yoo-jeong’s tears. The warm atmosphere became cold, as if cold water had been sprinkled.

“Sorry…………….”

“No, why are you apologizing?”

This was my first time in a situation like this, so I had no idea how to deal with it. First, I hugged Chae Yoo-jeong, who couldn’t stop crying, and patted him on the back.

My heart became heavy. I think I pushed Chae Yoo-jeong because I was excited. After I came back to my senses, I felt so pathetic.

“It’s like a dream… I liked it so much that I didn’t even realize it……I’m sorry, hyung.”

Chae Yoo-jeong tried to smile and make excuses, but I couldn’t help but smile back. In this situation, is he really crying because you like it?

Of course, I don’t doubt Chae Yoo-jeong, but... I didn’t feel comfortable enough to resume the skinship that had been cut off. I barely managed to raise the corner of my mouth and stroked Chae Yoo-jeong’s head.

“I know. It’s okay, don’t worry.”

All I could say was this.

***

“I’m such a piece of trash………”

“Eh?”

Kim Dae-seok, who was sitting in front of me, looked confused as I muttered the words while drinking soju. I sighed and muttered something like that.

“I was a dirty beast…………….”

“Well, I knew you were that kind of guy. What’s going on?”

“Shut up……”

I filled the empty glass with soju until it overflowed. The alcohol went down really well today.

Sunday night, when Chae Yoo-jeong cried and apologized. Although I tried to comfort Chae Yoo-jeong, who was surprised, I couldn’t continue the skinship that had stopped. All I could do was pretend like nothing was wrong, put Chae Yoo-jeong to sleep, and then run away to the office under the pretext of going to work early in the morning.

Fortunately, Chae Yoo-jeong drank his alcohol and even cried, so he slept soundly. I stayed up all night without being able to sleep at all.

After spending Sunday like that, I haven’t been able to properly contact Chae Yoo-jeong until today, which is Tuesday. On Monday, I was late to get off work due to a sudden rush of workload, and today, Tuesday, was because I had a prior appointment with the kids.

‘I was wrong.’

I pressed my fingertips against my increasingly tense forehead. I wish I could turn back time. Then, no matter how drunk Chae Yoo-jeong tried to tempt me, I would have covered him with a blanket and let him sleep.

Now that I think about it, Chae Yoo-jeong has never been the first to engage in deep skinship with me. Could it be that he actually feels burdened? I often give light kisses first, so it’s not like he’s opposed to skinship itself.

‘I understand if he feels burdened, though.’

Aren’t I Chae Yoo-jeong’s first relationship? Moreover, his partner’s a man. Kissing with tongues or touching the body was bound to be awkward and unfamiliar. Because this is a different issue from a loving heart.

The more I think about it, the more I realize how much of a trash I am.

What should I do now with my lover who is uncomfortable with skinship because it is unfamiliar to him? Even when he’s drunk... Really, Yoo Ji-han, have you gone crazy? You bastard………

I chastised myself for being too forward and took another sip of the soju I had filled my glass with. Kim Dae-seok, who was watching me with a look of disdain, shook his head.

“You can’t congratulate your friend on getting a job, but you’re just sitting here saying strange things. It’s too much, it’s too much.”

“Thank you for coming here.”

As I responded indifferently, Eun Hae-seong, who was watching us from the side, tapped Kim Dae-seok on the shoulder and said,

“Let us understand. It looks like Yoo Ji-han’s current girlfriend is no joke.”

“Don’t talk nonsense.”

There was no bullshit about Chae Yoo-jeong being picky. If I could, I wanted to beg him to stop being so picky.

“Is it true that you have a girlfriend problem?”

Kim Dae-seok seemed to be curious despite my indifferent attitude and opened his mouth as he rummaged through the snacks. I thought I would ignore it as it was not my job to explain it in detail, but answered as briefly as possible.

“It is true that there is a problem. I made some mistakes.” 

“Oh. But isn’t this the first time you’ve been this conscious around your girlfriend like this?” 

“I met her.”

Kim Dae-seok and Eun Hae-seong smiled and exchanged words with me while I was distraught.

These guys are my friends. It’s really annoying.

“Stop talking nonsense and have a drink.”

Anyway, these guys shouldn’t be allowed to make noise. I raised my glass and turned the kids’ attention to the alcohol.

The gathering to celebrate Kim Dae-seok’s success in finding a job ended before 10 p.m. I had to go to work again tomorrow, and Kim Dae-seok and Eun Hae-seong said they had other plans, so we left earlier than usual.

As I was walking back to collect my thoughts since my apartment was nearby, I happened to come across a small flower shop with a light on.

Through the glass, I could see the inside of the flower shop, which was putting the finishing touches on things. Among them, the one that particularly caught my eye was a white rose that shined pure white.

The white roses blooming along with the yellow gypsophila somehow reminded me of Chae Yoo-jeong. After thinking about it, I eventually went into the flower shop.

As the bell on the glass door rang cheerfully, the owner who was organizing the store looked up. I smiled awkwardly and pointed to the white rose I saw outside.

“I would like to buy some roses.”

A man who came by at night and suddenly bought flowers might have been surprising, but the staff kindly made a bouquet without any sign of concern.

As I left the store holding a bouquet of white roses surrounded by yellow gypsophila, I looked at the bouquet with a strange feeling. It was an impulsive purchase, but I was quite satisfied once I actually bought it.

After holding the bouquet and fiddling with my cell phone for a while, I called Chae Yoo-jeong.

-Hyung!

The call was connected right away, as if they were just waiting for my call. I smiled slightly at the bright voice coming from the other end of the phone.

“Are you resting well?”

-Yes. Did you have a good dinner too? Are you going home now?

Chae Yoo-jeong, who knew that Kim Dae-seok and Eun Hae-seong were meeting with me today, asked.

“Yep. I just left. Are you home? What were you doing?”

-I just… I was watching TV.

“Yoo-jeong-ah.”

I hesitated for a moment and then continued.

“If you aren’t going to bed right away… can I go see you now?”

-Yes?

“I want to see you.”

-Well, of course I would like it. But Hyung has to go to work tomorrow. Is that okay with you?

“I don’t know. Either you put me to sleep there again.”

As I answered playfully, I heard Chae Yoo-jeong laughing softly in my ears.

-Shall I pick you up?

“I can just take a taxi.”

In fact, in my mind, I still felt a little uncomfortable facing Chae Yu-jeong. I felt sorry, and I wasn’t sure how to solve the skinship issue.

Still, in the end, what we had to do was talk. Didn’t we promise to talk to each other and get along?

Even if Chae Yoo-jeong wanted to have a platonic relationship without skinship, I would accept it. It would be better if he said that. I didn’t want to force skinship on Chae Yoo-jeong.

“I’ll be there soon.”

If it was something that could not be avoided anyway, I wanted to meet and talk as soon as possible. I ended the call while catching a passing taxi.

HM: I feel like laughing at the misunderstandings here… I’m waiting forever….. Aaaaaa it’s already been more than 5 chapters…. Where are the scenes at?

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Translator: Hoshi Miya

Editor/Proofreader: Meimei, Ghostx

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